Motherhood, Menstruation, And The Magic Of Letting Go

A sharp haircut, a messy day, and a truth we couldn’t ignore: sometimes the body writes the outline. We sit down with zero prep and end up mapping a season of change—how motherhood reshapes identity, how a day of tears eased a heavy period, and how the womb keeps score until we finally listen. What starts as banter becomes a field guide to embodied living: noticing the luteal phase spotlight on boundaries, using cycle-syncing herbs to finish a stubborn bleed, and treating emotions as data rather than drama.

We open the door to grief long stored in a silenced 20-year-old self and talk about sexual autonomy with a partner steady enough to welcome exploration without shame. Integration shows up in images and intuition—claircognizance that lands as fact later, and prophetic dreams that stitch timelines together. Along the way, we revisit Sacred Sisters memories, strange synchronicities, and a reminder that growth rarely erases our shadows; it saturates them with light.

The practical threads are just as alive. We sketch a “family love coven” day with partner yoga, Reiki, and photos that honor women in their power. We trade holiday clutter for future trips, plan a moon garden and a properly built sweat lodge, and reclaim community space for Yoga Nidra and sound baths. On the business side, we draw a line: no discount desperation, no pre-sold healing arcs. True leadership celebrates clients who outgrow us and trusts their timing. Even our phones get a reckoning—digital clutter as a mirror of mental overload—and we choose to make space.

If you’ve been craving permission to slow down, hear your body, and set boundaries that stick, this conversation brings both warmth and backbone. Press play, breathe with us, and let your next right step be small, honest, and yours. If this resonated, subscribe, share with a friend who needs it, and leave a review with one insight you’re taking into your week.

Transcript

Unprepared Start, Honest Vibes

Jadi 0:00

I went here.

Ty 0:02

There's a lot of red over there.

Jadi 0:05

All right.

Sisters 0:06

Okay, well, welcome to episode four of the Emergence Podcast with Jadi and Ty. Those aren't our names. I introduce you, Jadi and Ty. This is Ty. That's Jadi. We're having a weird day. We have absolutely nothing prepared, so we're just going. Well, I think we could I mean talk about what we were kind

Haircut As Identity Shift

Ty 0:38

of talking about.

Jadi 0:38

What were we talking about? Which part?

Sisters 0:40

All of it. Like our insecurities coming up and your face. I chopped my hair off and I look like a boy. She looks like I do love the cut and it's very it's very fun. And I do like it most days. But when I didn't anticipate me cutting it and the hair itself to act like a protector, and it was almost like very revealing. Almost like I just, yeah, subconsciously just ripped off my masks. My masks, and I was like, fuck. Why is this uncomfortable? But we're working through it. It's good though, and I think it's a good like analogy for just life in general. Yeah. When when when we get too comfortable, I think we tend to not notice the things that we maybe need to work through. Yeah. And I think it's less about my appearance and more just about my metamorphosis through motherhood and who I am and who I'm not and who I want to be as a mom and who I want to be as just Jadi.

Ty 1:50

Yeah.

Sisters 1:51

And ripping that off, and I'm like, actually, I don't know the answer to any of those questions. Okay, maybe I do, but I think why do I pretend I don't? Right. Why do we get caught in the looping cycles of doom and gloom? But then also denial when the insights hit. Yeah. Because I do, I have a really strong foundation of who I am and how I want to be a mother. Sometimes reality doesn't quite match up, embodiments off. But I show up every day and I try. Yeah. So I guess that counts as something. It definitely does, I think. Yeah. And there. I did notice that last Sunday when I had my whole come

Motherhood, Masks, And Embodiment

Ty 2:35

apart and I was just, I was a hot mess. I could not get out of bed. It was like a rolling anxiety up and out and tears and just all day. It was a whole day of things. But I did notice that

Anxiety Wave And Menstrual Insights

Ty 2:49

when I did start my bleed, it was so light.

Jadi 2:52

Was it?

Ty 2:53

Yeah. I didn't I released it all the day before I started with the crying and all the stuff. And it was like it was usually I have a five-day cycle, it was three.

Jadi 3:02

Oh.

Sisters 3:02

And it was, I maybe changed my cup once, like n at a necessity. The other times I've changed it, it wasn't really needed, but I did it in the emotional release lessened the physical release. Yeah. It was kind of wild. Yeah. And just to be so aware of it and be like, hmm. Just taking notes, I guess, of how that is. It's all just data. It's all information. We're just collecting

Womb Wisdom And Boundaries

Sisters 3:26

it. But how amazing is it that our wounds, our own womb, is such a key factor and key tool for women to process things that go unsaid or things that go unnoticed or things that get repressed through the bleed each month. Yeah. And it really blew my mind. I was just like, damn. Definitely. Even just the week up to it, it's a huge light and shining of like those small annoyances are gonna turn really, really big right now. Yeah. But it shows you where you need your boundaries and where you're abandoning yourself. It's very beautiful the way it all kind of shakes out.

Jadi 4:08

It is.

Sisters 4:09

I don't know. There was a bigger, like a deeper appreciation, I think I had the cycle for my body and what it does for me every month. Yeah. Like huge. Because like, what if I would have been like, no, I have to I because I had plans. I have to go. I have to, you know, push this off until another day, and I have to go show up for you know a friend. And what if I it would have been an excruciating period because you're banned yourself. Yeah. Yeah. Like, I kind of want to do it on purpose next time. Like, we're gonna repress you, see what happens. It's for scientific research. You should not do that. Because you already know the answer. No, there's that denial. There's that denial.

Ty 4:53

Oh, that's funny.

Sisters 4:56

Anyways, that's awesome. Well, I told you I've been drinking the meet jovia teas that I got, the cycle syncing

Cycle-Syncing Tea Results

Sisters 5:02

herbs. Yeah. That's what I'm drinking right now. Has it been helping a lot? Well, my last period, I so I usually heavily bleed on like day one, day two. Yeah. And then it tapers down. Yeah. And then it just like plays peekaboo for like six to nine days. That's crazy. It's just like, oh, I'm gone. Nope, I'm not. And it'll just be spotting, light spotting. Yep. Um, I drink my period tea for the whole time, two cups every single day. And on day four, I start cramping, and I was like, this is unusual. And then all of a sudden, I had one full cup that day, dumped it, and then it was done. Almost like it just helped initiate a final shot. A final flow. Yeah. Rather than that. Because mine just like it just drags on. See, mine used to do that. Yeah. I would do three days, maybe four, and then I'd go quiet on the fifth day, and then it would come back that a day after. Yeah. Just really quick. But it was super annoying because I'm like, oh, I'm good. And then I'd take my cup out, and then I'm at work and I'm like, oh,

Grief Release And Sexual Autonomy

Sisters 6:05

I'm not good. Nope. Not good. It's not good. But it yeah, it didn't do that this time. Yeah.

Ty 6:12

Interesting.

Sisters 6:12

I'm curious to see what because I'm in my follicular phase right now. Like the end of it. You're in like what beginning of your phase? Beginning of follicular. So I'm curious to see what comes up this luteal phase and if my period's gonna be shorter. Because I will tell you this month I've had a lot of very heavy releases of grief. Grief that I did not know that I held in my body at all. Just the the 20-year-old me that was suppressed by the man that she was with and wasn't allowed to explore her sexuality. Yeah. And I'm opening that door, and my now husband's so accepting and like for it. Yeah. And he wants to witness me in it. That's what's like the coolest thing is he actually wants to see me explore that. Yeah. And I don't know in what manner. Like, I don't know. I don't know what that means for you. Like I really don't. But it's it's cool that I'm like. He's on board

Partners, Shame, And Safe Exploration

Sisters 7:12

though. Yeah.

Ty 7:12

Yeah.

Sisters 7:13

It's very beautiful. Well, and I think when a partner comes up and there is like a resistance to something like that happening, it's their own internal shame to an extent.

Jadi 7:24

Oh yeah.

Ty 7:25

For sure. Because it's like if you're willing to explore it, like why can't you be solid enough in your masculinity and as my partner and lover and father of my children, be like solid and knowing that like I'm yours.

Jadi 7:39

Yep. No matter what.

Sisters 7:40

No matter what. But there's parts of me that I would like to get to know.

Ty 7:45

Yeah.

Jadi 7:46

You know. It's been it's been an interesting couple weeks. A lot of unexpected lessons. Yeah. And unanticipated healing. Healing. Yeah. Definitely healing. Yeah. Expansion. It feels very liberating. I'm very grateful for it. All very divinely guided

Intuition, Visions, And Integration

Jadi 8:08

by multiple parties. That sounds so weird. Did you hear that? Yeah. Kind of sounds cool.

Ty 8:23

I'm not gonna do that anymore.

Jadi 8:25

Does mine do it?

Sisters 8:26

I don't, that's not yours. Oh, I don't hear it. Do you hear it on yours? Oh, I hear it.

Jadi 8:33

It's just when you hold it up to the mic.

Sisters 8:36

Hey guys, we're vaping. Yeah, we're poisoning ourselves with radiation that's like going through our microphones. Hmm. Interesting. It's like my one and only vice. I hate everything else.

Ty 8:52

Really? Really?

Jadi 8:53

I can't smoke weed anymore. It makes me anxious. I have like somatic anxiety when I smoke now. Although, you want to know what happened the other day. I was taking, I was, I was putting Enzo down for a nap, and I just was having the worst day with my toddler, Roman, and he, we were just butting heads. And I lay down for bed and I see my like 20-year-old self in the basement of my old apartment just token up on a blunt. And I was like, what the fuck are you doing here? She's like, chill out. She's just and I was like, Are you here to like gift me calm right now? Because do we need to integrate? And that's what's crazy is I integrated with her and then all of this exploration about me wanting to explore me enjoying women. And like that was during that time frame. So I literally integrated her with the intention that I'm gonna bring the chill weed smoker I used to be into like your current present self, being a mom mostly without having to get a high. And then all of the other shit came up, and I just realized I did this, I consented to it. Lesson learned. Thank you. Oh, I also saw something cool last night, though, and I think it was just confirmation that she is integrated, or at least like whatever whatever shadow she was living in. Um, I went to bed and I could just see black, except I saw myself in the black, and it was just my silhouette. And it was crazy because I just saw white just slowly drenching the black. But it was almost like like um coffee going into or creamer going into coffee. How it just it doesn't erase the shadow, it just it saturates it and it yeah, yeah, and it just felt softens it. Yeah, it just felt like a balance was coming in, and then yeah, it just I felt like I saw the threshold and was like, we walked past it. Yeah, it's integrated now. Sweet, it's really cool. I like that. Yeah, I don't see cool shit like you do. You know cool shit. I wish, I wish I had the knowing that you do. Claire cognizant. Yeah, that's my main strength. Yeah, and it really is. It's led you to so many beautiful places. That's true. I don't know. It's it's one of those things that I do love. I don't know how I know things, I just know them. And how do you explain that to somebody? Yep.

Sisters 11:30

They're like, how do you how do you know that? I just do. Yep. And you all and it's always and it always inevitably is like fact-checked later on. And we're like, yeah, yeah, confirmation. I knew that. Yeah. But with you, you see the cool shit. Like you and Jess. It's a lot of Jess also has the visuals

Prophetic Dreams And Timeline Threads

Ty 11:49

that I'm like, you're rocking nuts.

Jadi 11:51

Yeah, she sees crazy shit.

Ty 11:53

She does. I love her visions, but also, so that's how Andrew is too. He's a very visual person. He can just look at a blank wall and be like, Yeah, I can picture a castle right now. And I'm like, what the fuck? That's so cool. How? Yeah. Oh, there was this thing on TikTok, it was the difference. So there's a difference between deja vu and deja reve. Revert? Rever something?

Jadi 12:17

I've never heard of that.

Ty 12:18

So deja vu, it's like the timeline. You're you're crossing timelines, you've been here, it's like a almost like a checkpoint area where you're like on the right path, type of thing. Deja revert, or I don't know if I'm pronouncing that right. I'm trying to picture it in my mind, but I don't have the gift of sight. Um anyways, it's more of a prophetic dream.

Jadi 12:41

Oh.

Sisters 12:42

So when Andrew was what, eight years old? And he had the dream about he's only eight. We we never met. We haven't met until we were like 21, but he was eight years old, he had a dream, he was walking out of a bedroom, he remembers what it all looks like in this living room, and there's a girl sitting on the couch. Fast forward to when we lived in Colorado Springs apartment. He walks out and he stops and he just sits there and he goes, I had a dream about this when I was eight years old, because I was sitting on the couch and it was that exact apartment. And it's it's déjà reve or whatever it's called, but it's prophetic dreaming, and he has that that gift. And it's happened a few times, different things, but that's the one that's like the most prominent that he remembers. Like, I just remember looking at him from the couch, like, what are you doing? And he's like, I had this dream when I was eight years old. Yeah, like the bookshelf was there, like everything was just as it was. It's just like that's cool, and it's very cool. Yeah, I'm wondering if I'll ever get confirmation about. I mean, I think I will eventually. I think the setting of the dream was in Sacred Sisters, our old business at the time was because we were in business, but we're not in business anymore. But I saw my firstborn son come in at like 16, bringing me a coffee, yeah, saying, Head in a school, mom, love ya. Yeah. And Roman look it's Roman. Like it is Roman. That dream is the reason I knew it was time to leave my ex because I was like, You are not the father of my kids. I had that dream while I was with him. That's crazy, yeah. Yeah, it'll happen. Yeah, I don't know what business that will be.

Jadi 14:23

Some business.

Sisters 14:24

Yeah. I mean, who knows what he's only what three?

Jadi 14:28

Yep. And besides, Sacred Sisters is not that business anymore. This is Sacred Sisters, and it'll evolve through time. So I think it will come true as to where or that will be or what the container will look like. Yeah, for sure. Be

Sacred Sisters Stories And Odd Omens

Jadi 14:44

cool.

Sisters 14:44

Well, remember that one guy that came into our Sacred Sisters business when, and he was like, he was from California or something, and he's like, I saw a billboard. Yes. Like, so weird. We don't have enough money to buy a billboard. You did not buy that, and there was no billboard. It makes me wonder like, what the hell timeline was he tapping into, and what the fuck did that billboard say? Because maybe it has some insight into where we need to find you if you are on TikTok or on anything that this is coming and it finds you. What did you see on that billboard that went on? Yeah, if you were at Sacred Sisters in Richfield, Utah, and you saw a billboard and that's how you got to our store, reach out to us. For real. I have questions. We need answers.

Jadi 15:33

Oh, that's funny.

Ty 15:36

There's a lot of stuff like that, though.

Jadi 15:38

There's a lot of cool experiences in that space.

Sisters 15:42

Like the book falling off the shelf. Oh, yeah. That rock hitting my face. Rose quartz, self-love. It was a good time. I just I'm glad I don't have to count rocks anymore. I know that was the worst. I know. Those small ones, the tiny, tiny chipped stone. They're like, what? I like piles of 10 everywhere. We were laying, and people would walk in and you were just like, hi, we're tweaking, counting rocks, virtual. It's fine.

Jadi 16:24

Well, so what do we talk about?

Sisters 16:30

We could talk about the love day if you wanted to talk about that. Or we could talk about I don't know.

Community Love Day Plans

Jadi 16:39

I'm excited for the love day. I'm creating a family love coven day for our coven and the families of the coven. It's gonna be a beautiful intentional day, like a Valentine's Day, but for all of us. We're gonna be doing activities, a lot of activities. Partner yoga, Reiki. You gotta say it. WWE fighting, flirting, fighting, flirt fighting. I don't know what that's gonna look like. I'm not the one that's creating it. I know it's gonna be good though. I'm excited for the org photos. I'm excited for my camera to get here. Ugh, I found this photographer on TikTok today, and I can't remember the for the life of me what her name is, but she she literally just photographs women to empower them and just all these beautiful things. It's the same, it's the peach video. Oh no lady. That's how I found her. Well, she was filming a dude in that. I know, but most of them are women. The dude in the peach. Yes, and she's just that's what I want to do. I just want to capture the beauty of women in all of it in birth, in afterbirth, in just everyday life. Like women are just so beautiful.

Ty 17:57

It's true.

Sisters 17:59

Don't be fun. I'm excited. Your camera's coming. You already ordered it or no, not

Silence, Somatics, And Vices

Sisters 18:04

yet. No, it's gonna get her, but I don't know when. I haven't ordered it yet. That just reminded me of like some people really can't sit in the silence.

Jadi 18:28

No. I feel awkward in the silence right now. You do not be real honest.

Sisters 18:31

You do? Yeah. That's why I didn't I chose not to say anything in that one moment, because I was like, hmm. What makes you feel awkward about it? Because it's a podcast and we should be coming literally. Just sit with us. Sit with us. Couple minutes in silence. My vibration plate is helping me somatically release things, though. When I come over, I'll have to use it. Where did you get it? I

Taxes, Treats, And Family Travel

Sisters 19:25

got it on Amazon. How much was it? Like eighty eighty-nine bucks. It should go on my list. Now that tax season's coming. I know. Gosh. You gotta be so careful around that time. You could go just nuts.

Jadi 19:40

Splurge.

Sisters 19:42

Or paying off a big chunk of debt. Just because I took the year off to be mama. Yeah. To enzo in Rome. Yeah. But we should have a good chunk of money to at least get a few things for ourselves because I'm like, I'm like, yeah, like debt matters, but also we've been working our asses off and we deserve to be celebrated. Like, and if that means like a trip, if that means a camera for your golfing pass, like those things are worth it to me than paying off debt. Yeah, I think when we get our taxes, I mean, even before that, whenever that happens, but we're gonna we decided, I think as a family, we're gonna put each of us are gonna put stateside or like US soil side uh destination that we want to go to. And we're gonna go through and pick where we're not going, and the last one is gonna be where we vacation this year. But I don't know. I think the vacation is actually gonna be our Christmas vacation that we choose to go to instead of having Christmas and presents here. We're just gonna go somewhere and make memories.

Jadi 20:53

I love that.

Ty 20:54

Because I always get so upset and like riled up around Christmas time because I just it's lost its true meaning over the years as like a society in our culture, and I just like I love

Home Projects, Moon Garden, Sweat Lodge

Ty 21:06

I gift them many things throughout the year all the time. On like, you know, the socks and the underwear and just like the birthdays and all these things. Like I'd rather celebrate their birthday and give them those meaningful gifts that they can use and love and they want, and maybe they're silly. But Christmas, I just feel like I would be much more at peace with myself and my own integrity of like just being as a family making memories because we don't get to do that often because we are so busy.

Jadi 21:37

Yeah.

Ty 21:38

So I think that's what we're gonna do, and then a big chunk of our taxes will go to like a down payment of that, and then throughout the year we'll donate to it from our paychecks and stuff to build it up. But and then and I just told them, and we all agreed on it. Like, I wasn't like, hey, this is what's happening. I was like, Would you guys be okay with this? And they all said, Okay. So and it's like Amara, she's Not missing out anything on Christmas because her birthday is in December. So she's getting presents anyway in December, but we're all going on a trip or something. And then I also said we could pick one that was out of the country. Each of us pick a destination, and we'll do that this year too. But that'll be a five-year plan or like a two-year plan or something a little bit more because obviously it's gonna be a little bit more expensive to go out of the country, getting passports and making sure we're like prepped and ready for it. Um, but I thought that was gonna be fun too. And we could do like every every four or five years go out of the country together. I love that, you know? Yeah, you'll end up not wanting to come back. I know. Haizley's like, I'm picking Japan every time because she's learning Japanese on Du Lingo, so you know she's funny. It's beautiful. It'll be fun. I love that idea. I know I'm excited. I think for like your kids' age and stuff, like presents are great.

Jadi 22:59

Yeah.

Sisters 23:00

And it's probably hectic to go on vacations with kids that small.

Jadi 23:03

Yeah.

Ty 23:04

Amara's finally at the age where it's like

New Boundaries In Healing Work

Sisters 23:06

it's not that bad. She's more independent and getting excited for them to get a little bit older so that we can start doing more meaningful trips like that because I want I want to travel. Yeah. I want to go places. You're sag rising. I want to leave the country. And I try to convince DJ all the time. Yeah. I do. I would die, I think, if you left. Really? Probably. You could come with. Start a I just bought this house. What are we doing? Things can be sold. That's what I tell DJ. We just bought a house. I'm like, things are things like we can sell it. It's true. It is true. Nothing is set in stone. Yeah. Your circumstances can always change. And who knows? I don't know. I just imagine myself doing like massages on the beach. And I'm like, there's cars everywhere. You can fix cars anywhere. Anywhere. Anywhere. Like you can fix them anywhere. Yeah. I don't know. I have a I don't know. I just have a very cool vision for this house.

Jadi 24:18

Yeah.

Sisters 24:19

That's fair. It's a beautiful house. And you just got in it. Like I've been in I've been in my house for a couple years now. I'm like, well, and you've always said that wasn't your forever home anyway. No. So I get it. This I feel like this is my forever home. Yeah. Unless, you know, I get TikTok famous and I can have multiple homes. Right. One day. I will. Who says you can't have this home and another home in Greece, Italy? Exactly.

Jadi 24:47

Exactly.

Ty 24:48

So, but I do have visions for this. Our first um project is gonna be the foyer. And I'm putting wallpaper on the ceiling. No, that's pretty now. I'm excited.

Sisters 24:58

And I'm color drenching the walls. Yes, you should. As you should. That's exactly what she wants. I know. Ivan, I don't know. It's

Ethical Leadership And Letting Clients Go

Sisters 25:07

it's good. It's gonna be so good. I'm excited. I know. But it'll be bit by bit, little by bit, little. And then I think once it starts warming up, our next project starting, not finishing, because it's gonna take a while, is the yard, the backyard. Well, DJ's DJ is gonna ask if you guys want to build a sweat lodge in your backyard. Like the right way. I mean, if we do it he's been in yeah, if we do it like according to like how it's supposed to be done, because I've seen them be built wrong. I'm down.

Jadi 25:42

Yeah.

Ty 25:43

But I also I'm gonna do a moon garden. And so it's gonna be like a moon and a sun. So a crescent moon here with rocks, and then like the sun part will be like where the fireplace could be, but then there's like rays of coming up out, but then a place for people to sit. I don't know, it'll be really cool. But I can just see us doing group sessions and group coven meetings and all sorts of stuff out there. So, and I also want to do I need to get some place figured out to do like group Yoga Nidra and sound sessions and stuff like that. Because with the space now, I finally have the space to do that again. So, and that's what I did with one of my taxes one year was buy a whole set of sound bowls and learned how to do sound sessions. So it's just kind of been put on pause. Yep. I've been in a reprieve area of my life when it comes to just healing, healing, not even healing, because I feel like I still am healing. Facilitating, facilitating, but also looking for things to heal. Yeah. I've been living, yeah, just being present. Yeah. Same. Because it was getting like I was so obsessed and like well, and I think this is gonna attract a different type of people. Oh, for sure. The ones that are already empowered in their own journey and not looking for someone to save them. Because I think that's why it was so exhausting at some points throughout that journey.

Digital Overwhelm And Storage Hacks

Sisters 27:15

It's like really learning the boundaries for myself is like, if I don't vibe with you, that's okay. But I'm not gonna baby you and I'm not gonna coddle you, and I'm not gonna be like, oh, I'll hold your hand the way we go through this together. I'm like, no, it's you're going through it. Right. I'm witnessing you. I honor you. That should be enough. That's yeah, it is enough. And if it's not for you, then I'm not for you.

Ty 27:38

Right. So, yeah.

Sisters 27:40

Oh, yeah, but I'm so much stronger in that boundary now. And like people going from gosh, I remember one of the biggest lessons I learned was doing tarot readings and really every once in a while I'd be like, hey, three cards for 15 bucks or 11 bucks or something, just really cheap. And I had this recurring client, and she messaged me and she was like, Oh, I I I gave her the price for just a full reading, and it was like $65 is my baseline for that. And she was like, Oh, I'll just I thought you would have like a sale or something going on. I'm like, nope, I don't. So you either want to pay for my full service or you don't. Yeah. And I'm not gonna put a special on just for you. I'm not desperate for $11. Right. You know? Did she pay? Nope. I have never I haven't heard from her since. So, but again, weeding out the people that's like, you just yeah, it just felt icky. Yeah.

Ice Cream, Sitcom Medicine, And Homework

Ty 28:38

So I don't know.

Jadi 28:40

I always find my found myself attracting clients. It's like, so when do you want me back? And I'm like, when do you want to come back?

Sisters 28:47

Like, I'm not gonna tell you that you need every session, X amount of months to be like you're going to fluctuate up and down because that's literally what life is. Yeah. And just because you're down doesn't mean that it's wrong. Right. Like, it's just a fluctuation. Valleys are a good place to be. Yeah. The valleys give a different perspective. They do. I mean, the peak is beautiful, it is, and it's fun to be. The summit is great. You can see it all. Yes. But it's usually in hindsight. Yes. Definitely. But and I always told them that, and they always seem so surprised at my response. Like, I'm not going to schedule you 10 sessions out just to secure a certain amount of cash for myself. Right. Like, that is not how I operate. It doesn't feel ethical or like morally. No, because it's like if you, you know, get to a point where it's like, I just don't need that anymore. That's what I want. I want you to outgrow my need, like your need for me. Do you follow the psychosomatic business owner on TikTok? I think so. The short-haired girl. Yeah. She, I don't know if you saw this video of hers, but she was talking about true leadership and how when if you've had clients and they're like maybe in a program of yours or whatever, and they decide to step out and like leave, your reaction to them leaving is telling on how

Follow Your Joy And Sign Off

Sisters 30:19

you are as a leader. Cause if you're desperate and clinging and like don't know what to do because they're f spreading their wings and flying, you're not grounded in your leadership. Yeah. Or if you're preventing them from flying. Yeah. And I I commented on I was like, this is like the biggest perspective shift I've had in my life being a part of a program before. And when shit got weird, and I was like, I'm gonna step away, and just the desperation that she had and was like singled me and this other girl out trying to get us to stay. And I was just like, no, like this is icky. Yep. And it just it showed me in that moment the type of leader that I never wanted to be. Yep. And then you and then you got to experience the latter with like Kara. She's so she's still so beautiful. I love her. Absolutely. And even to this day, it's like I'll hop on some of her lives on Facebook. I don't think she's on TikTok. Yeah. But she's just a light. Yes, a light. And like no matter what, she like comments on my family stuff and just knows that like this that's the space you're in right now. And it's just she honors it and witnesses it. And it's like she saw me in the business space, she saw me in the motherhood space. Oh, I'm getting emotional. But she just saw she saw us and she still does. She's very sweet. I love her. I know I haven't seen her in a long time because I'm not on Facebook and she answered a podcast now. I get her emails. Yeah. Yeah. Usually I just like I have so many emails. Same. All of them are spam to me. I want to just create a new email and delete the rest. Like it's overwhelming. We could talk about that. The overwhelm of all of our like if you if your phone is at 90% of storage usage, do mine's at like it's mentally also exhausting. Even though it's not you, your phone's capacity is probably signaling at your own. Because that's how I feel. Honestly. Yeah. The majority of it is. But it's at least not memes and stupid Facebook shit like it used to be. Right. It's just pictures of my kids and you know good stuff that I actually do want to keep. So I need to find a I found a hard drive for it on TikTok shop for $14.99 or something. Three terabytes. I'm done. And you just plug it straight into your phone. It's cool. I know. So it should be here in a few days. But anyways, should we go eat some ice cream? Yeah. I'm down. I'm down for some ice cream too. Thanks for sticking around with us.

Jadi 33:13

Yeah, we're signing off. We have one of our taglines. Finger guns. Jess from New Girl.

Ty 33:28

Oh. It just reminded me of Moira Rose. Moira Rose.

Jadi 33:34

Who is that?

Sisters 33:35

Oh. Katherine O'Hara? Oh, I know. I know. She's been all over my TikTok. I'm like, oh, I loved her. Me too. Home alone and just everything that she was in. But my favorite, I think everybody's favorite, Moira. She was have you seen Shits Creek? No. Oh my god, you gotta watch it. You've told me to multiple times. I just never have gotten around to it. So stupid. It's like. I mean, I hear you. We hear TikTok stuff about like fold the cheese. How do you fold the cheese? If you tell me one more time to fold it in, do I fold it in half like a piece of paper? Or Alexa? La la la la la la. Nope, nothing. Damn it. It's so good. It's like one of those movies or one of those TV shows that you would like, like friends. Yeah. Just something to make you laugh and like new girl. It's just one of those shows you turn on when you need to like just. Maybe that's what I need. Because this way this last week's been all like sad and angry and griefy. You need shit's creek. So I'm gonna go. That's my homework. I'm gonna go watch Shits Creek and be happy. That's so funny. What's your homework?

Ty 34:46

I'm gonna do it. I'm also gonna. I've gotten, I don't know. What should my homework be? What do I need homework on?

Jadi 34:52

If you don't need any, you don't have to do your homework.

Sisters 35:00

We're like giving ourselves. You repress your shit, remember? So that you can see. I thought we said that was a bad idea. Oh yeah, don't do that.

Ty 35:11

Okay.

Sisters 35:12

I said no. Um, let's see. Some way homework can be. I really don't know. Well, you said that you're just wanting to be present and live live. So just keep doing that. Okay. Whatever that means every single day, however that shifts, just do that. Follow your joy. Full moon Leo energy right there. You guys too. Follow your joy. Go watch a funny show. Go stare at the moon. Have you seen the moon? It's so beautiful. I have an alcohol outside look. It's pretty. But we love you, and we will see you next week. Yes. Yeah? Yeah. Okay. I think so. Alright. Okay. Bye. Bye.